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"Live, as happy as you can." They say it like a blessing, like a rule, like something easily carried. As if happiness does not arrive unsure of itself, lingering only briefly like a small clearing between storms. And sometimes joy comes quietly, sits beside me without speaking, yet always leaves before I learn how to hold it. This is for the sadness in me, the part that learned to survive without promises, that loves deeply and pays for it quietly. The part that keeps going without believing, still choosing breath, still choosing morning, still choosing to stay. Perhaps this is my definition of love, for I do not abandon myself when I am heavy. And today, I offer flowers not to another heart, but to my own, to the feeling that stayed, the heart that has felt everything, yet still refuses to turn to stone. Live, as happy as you can. Even if happiness is small. Even if it is fleeting. Even if all you can manage is gentleness toward the ache that lives with you. These are the words I tell myself almost every morning. I’m still learning, and I will keep on learning until I don’t have to anymore. M. | February 2026

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Tonight feels like a void the world forgot to close, and I’m standing inside it, holding a feeling with no safe place to put it. M. | February 2026

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How about sad, but hopeful? How about lonely, but still showing up for yourself? How about anxious, but allowing a breath anyway? How about scared, but taking small steps? How about lost, but trusting the path ahead? M. | February 2026

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the world moves outside my window cars hum past, lights flicker in the distance I am still here, still heavy still holding the weight of yesterday as the wind whispers softly for a moment, pain is not all I feel the coffee sits untouched and I think of the small moments we shared they hover like sparks my chest tightens around them I am full of fragments that don’t fit and still I see the dreams you carry inside: of moonlight and constellations of us beneath the starry, unbroken sky of me, imperfect yet whole safe in the warm of your breath M. | Always February 2026

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being February, and all, the dedication almost always for the muse who took my heart then left his own in its place. now his breath is mine, and his heartbeat carries me through my lonely nights. M. | February 2026

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Time moves slow and rapid at once, when I catch myself reaching for something that no longer answers. Still, I sit with the silence, with the weight of what was almost said, almost chosen, and learn how to loosen my grip without letting go entirely. And in this space, in this in-between, I try to live gently, to love without apology, want without shame, and trust that what is meant for me will arrive without being chased. M. | February 2026

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Yes, the coffee went cold but does it really matter? Some moments are worth every second anyway. And real connection? It has a way of keeping us warm, for a long, long time. M. | January 2026

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