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I'm homesick for missing moments that didn’t seem important then, but now echo louder than the present. Maybe I am grieving for routines, laughter, glances, silences that belonged to a chapter no longer being written. M. | May 2025

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I carry the quiet with me, letting the silence shape me into something softer. Maybe I am finally lost. Still, perhaps it is not too late to learn, slowly and tenderly, how to stay. One breath, then another. That’s how I’ll keep going. That’s how I’ll make it through. M. | May 2025

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Just when you think you couldn’t possibly love them more, they do something small, almost unnoticed, and somehow there’s still room inside you. More tenderness. More ache. More of yourself quietly slipping away. Love stretches quietly, pulling you deeper, making you fall again, and again, and again. And in the end, there’s nothing left but the void - cold, endless, and unyielding. M. | May 2025

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And if this moment leaves me, as all moments do, I’ll still remember how it felt - how silence held me like an old friend, and for a little while, I asked nothing more of the world than this. M. | May 2025

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The path ahead is full of maybes, what-ifs, and silent nights where no one texts to say they miss you. It isn’t loud, this kind of loneliness. It’s quiet, it’s slow. You learn to sit with it; to sip your tea, to fold your laundry, to breathe through the silence. And still, some part of you listens for a sound that doesn’t come. Not because you’re waiting, exactly. Just because once, someone used to reach for you in the silence. And you’re still learning how to reach for yourself instead. M. | May 2025

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The dusk's slowly descending. At the edge of the horizon, the sun finally rests, painting the sky in a ceremony of colors. The day has gone quiet, eager for the night to take over. There’s a tranquility, a somber calm that wraps the world in its embrace, like a lullaby calling for peaceful slumber. Yet, despite the serenity of the evening, my heart is anything but at rest. It beats with a silent urgency, tangled in thoughts I can't seem to shake. M. | May 2025

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There are parts of me that have retreated, those soft, glowing fragments that once sparkled with the innocence of youth. I miss the version of me that used to smile more easily, who used to feel beautiful without needing validation, who used to dream without flinching. I will not pretend I have it all together, because I do not. Everything feels heavy lately, and I keep telling myself that in time, they will return, stronger and wiser, carrying the warmth that I need in this cold, cold world. M. | May 2025

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It’s okay to set hope down for a while, to say, "not today, not like this". That isn’t giving up. That’s you choosing peace over pain. It’s a quiet kind of courage. Don’t you think so? M. | May 2025

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Isn’t it strange, the way my heart still hums his name in the dark? As if it was sculpted from the very dust of him. M. | May 2025

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I’m breathing, but it’s hollow, mechanical - like my body’s moving on without me. The rhythm is all wrong. Too fast sometimes, like it’s trying to outrun the pain, or too faint, like it might just stop altogether. There are moments it sends me gasping to the floor, like my body forgot how to survive without the weight of us in it. M. | May 2025

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I learnt that missing someone could feel like missing parts of myself. The soft collapse of something I once held like a prayer. I searched the sky for solace, hoping it might hush the storm that raged within me, but it stayed silent. Even the rainbows, once full of wonder, fade slowly, their colors slipping away like memories I can’t hold onto. M. | May 2025

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