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Sometimes, I wonder what it would feel like to start over. Perhaps not from the beginning, but from somewhere kinder. Not because I hate where I am, but because something inside me yearns for peace. A life that not merely shaped by survival, but built on calmness and the power to choose differently. A life that feels like coming home to myself, finally. M. | July 2025

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You still live in the pauses of my sentences, in the names I almost say, in the dreams I no longer dare to keep. Whatever we were it burned too bright to last, but too deep to ever fully gone. M. | July 2025

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I wish I had met you when everything was still standing not among the ruins, left in the wake of the apocalypse. Maybe then, we might’ve loved with open hands, not clenched fists. With hope, not hunger. With joy, not fear. But we met in the aftermath, when love became a way to survive, not something to celebrate. And though I held you, I was already fading. M. | July 2025

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And maybe what comes next will fit you more gently, more fully, than anything you had to leave behind. Not because what came before was wrong, but because you’ve grown. Because your heart now beats to a rhythm that old dreams no longer recognize. There is something beautiful in honouring what was while still choosing to walk toward what could be. You are not lost. You are finding your way, piece by piece. M. | July 2025

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To anyone who needs to hear this today, I’m tired of holding on. And maybe today, that’s all I need to say. No metaphors. No silver linings. Just this. Honest and unfiltered. My hands are sore from carrying a grief I never asked for. I didn’t choose it, but somehow, it found me and stayed. Some days, it feels like too much. Too loud. Too heavy. But I’m not weak for wanting rest. I’m not selfish for needing silence. And you’re not either. It’s okay to wish someone else could carry the weight for a while. It’s okay to feel tired. So if all you can do today is let go just a little. Not of yourself, but of the pressure to always be okay. Then let that be enough. And if you drift back into the sad water, remember this: you have already proven you can float. You have survived every wave that tried to take you under. Those moments when you feel even a little okay are not weakness. They are strength remembering itself. You’re doing better than you think. Happy Sunday <3 M. | July 2025

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There are days when the world feels almost enough, when beauty spills from the sky like honey, and everything I once wished for seems within reach. Yet even in all this wonder, there's a space only you could fill, for you're the one thing this world can't offer me. I don't need forever. I just need a moment, one where you look at me like I'm the reason you stayed. Where silence feels full, and time doesn't scare us. Just one moment, and I swear, I'd carry it across lifetimes. M. | July 2025

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I’ve been carrying more than I know how to name, moving through the days like fog, hoping something soft will find me. I don’t need grand beginnings, perhaps only a little mercy, a little warmth, the kind that lingers without asking for anything in return. So come as you are, dear July. Bring the quiet mornings and the slow afternoons. Bring whatever healing you carry in your skies. I’ll be here; trying, waiting, ready to begin again, even if all I can do is start small. And I’ll come to you with tender steps... M. | July 2025

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